So. There is the smallest of possibilities that I could have leukemia. Now ain't that a pip? I would dismiss it out of hand if it weren't for the fact that I have several other rare conditions. It just seems very unlikely that ONE person could have so many different diseases that are so rare. But there you have it.

What would I do if I actually DO have it? Well, die I suppose. I don't know what else would happen. Tom is freaking a bit on me, although he seems to have calmed down some now. Tom's mother died of leukemia. I don't know if he could handle it at all. I don't know how much I could expect him to handle. Truly.